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Hell Is Inside Us All

by Iōhannēs

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1.
Temperament 04:01
You won't make me be Who I'm not Your will has no reach Over me This game has gone too far I'm sick of dancing around you You are my obstacle You and your temperament This ship had sailed long ago I should have left with it And you're still here You sorry sack of shit I won't apologize For being who I am Just like you won't realize Your faults and move on like I did A long time ago Go home and stay right there Go
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I see myself here Looking right through me This apparition of guilt before me And I tried leaving quietly But the rope swings so loudly The walls cackle with exhales Swaying further I need you to hate me I need someone to hate me I need to hate myself 'Cause I can't stand it Pretending and lying and gasping and screaming I'm crawling and pleading and yelling and praying Tonight This won't end And I'll do it again a thousand times Over and over I'm so sick in the heart, the mind Sick in my bones Another crafted memory Another sorry said More broken lives
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Broken Angel 03:04
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I feel vacant This world's changing I can't keep up This is the end My feet are pushing Forwards and only Changing direction For the tides of war to come
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I wrote this EP during one of the lowest points in my life, and it's a capsule of all the anger, fear, and self-hatred that occurred during it. This is my way of coping with the darkness, and I hope it can help any of you who are going through some rough times.

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released January 22, 2020

Artwork: The Crying Spider (Odilon Redon, 1881) edited by Iōhannēs
All instruments performed and programmed by Iōhannēs

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Iōhannēs was a project born out of a need to express and expel the darker parts of the mind. In doing so, the project eventually lost form and traction, and has since been retired. I am still proud of the work, but ultimately the job was done, and the time had come to move on. Thank you to everyone who still cares about this little bedroom project. Much love. ... more

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