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The Art Of Self​-​Loathing

from Hell Is Inside Us All by Iōhannēs

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I see myself here
Looking right through me
This apparition of guilt before me
And I tried leaving quietly
But the rope swings so loudly
The walls cackle with exhales
Swaying further
I need you to hate me
I need someone to hate me
I need to hate myself
'Cause I can't stand it
Pretending and lying and gasping and screaming
I'm crawling and pleading and yelling and praying
Tonight
This won't end
And I'll do it again a thousand times
Over and over
I'm so sick in the heart, the mind
Sick in my bones
Another crafted memory
Another sorry said
More broken lives

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from Hell Is Inside Us All, released January 22, 2020

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Iōhannēs was a project born out of a need to express and expel the darker parts of the mind. In doing so, the project eventually lost form and traction, and has since been retired. I am still proud of the work, but ultimately the job was done, and the time had come to move on. Thank you to everyone who still cares about this little bedroom project. Much love. ... more

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