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Murheenvelvoite (Remastered)

by Iōhannēs

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ALSO THE INTRO TO SWALLOWING THE DEAD
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Deep black shadows penetrating Make me sane in the worst of ways Lapping the blood soaked in these floors I am within my own hell These dark feelings washing over my mind Denying my true nature I will kill for my god I will suffer I am flawed I will destroy all I stood for Leave nothing behind Sacrificial offering flagellating my own flesh Torturous and blessed cries I receive the greatest gift of pain
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Faith in all destroyed Faith in one resolve Swallow the guilt and devour The dead who walk this earthly plane Faith used as a weapon Faith is what we share Bleed your hearts and drink up the sins You pigs will eat yourselves Engourged and full of hatred A shameful congregation Transgressions mean nothing With store bought piety Your faces contorted To feed effectively Disgraced Suffering outside your spheres will never be enough to prove That you're the ones who take this world and shape it as an ugly tool If you would look beyond yourselves you'd see the pain in everyone And maybe you would understand there's more to life than what you know Of course this will be lost on you Your shriveled minds will bear no fruit I scream into a deafening air Filled with rage, you fucking cunts You're sick
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My curse continues to hound me Like dogs at my heels That never seems to tire This nightmare takes hold of my body And weakens me again I wish for just one rest It won't be granted Not while I breath Insignificant beings deserve less than the death they crave I can't take this anymore I won't fight it Painajainen Faced with desperation I cling to all that I can See the void before me and it's calling yet again Reality is blinding me I don't know what is real; And I can't fucking sleep like this I can't fucking sleep Horrors forcing me awake again I can feel them lingering In my waking thoughts they drive a spike And there is nothing I can do To end this pointless feud Between my body and my mind I just want to sleep
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Pathetic little worm You'll feed on me And I'll love you for it You speak, I hear but whispers Of a mounting tragedy Laying in your eyes Worthless Failing Broken Survive You crawl inside A bitter open wound You insect, I feel you I feel you squirming Pretending you're the saint Married to self-pity Selfish grub You'll feel this soon Parasite Sycophant I hope you suffer
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Demon There is no hope Left in these eyes There is no cure We all suffer together In Righteaous Sinful Punishment There is no recourse For the actions taken There is only regret Guilt is our prison And we are only worthy Of the dirt we call our grave Painful Succulent Extacy Misery Our bodies condemned To wither and wilt away Our bounties stricken Mouths dried for eternity I've tried to fight this feeling so many times It never gets better It gets worse with time And in the end I know there's nothing more to do I just have to sit here and wait Wait here and die Calling I hear them calling me The emptiness inside The demon starts to cry Betrayal of all that we once held so dear I see now, so clearly, I was never there Demon
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about

I decided to remaster my first album as a test of both my current production skills and of my own fortitude. The impetus for this album was not pleasant, and neither was the time during it's making. I was an angry, lost, and vulnerable person, and I think that comes across in the music. I've come a long way since then, and I hope to continue on this upward path, and a process in that is understanding my past, hence this remaster. If you think the original sounds better then by all means, continue listening to that version. This one is for me, just like it always has been.

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released June 10, 2022

Instrumentation and Vocals - Iōhannēs
Artwork - ars.moriendee
Finnish Coaching - Tuomas Suokko

Special thanks to my good friends, specifically Melpomenë for always being an inspiration and for getting me to actually look for these old files.

And thanks to all of you who've followed me this far, as well as any new listeners who join in. You are all the real champions here.

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Iōhannēs North Carolina

Iōhannēs was a project born out of a need to express and expel the darker parts of the mind. In doing so, the project eventually lost form and traction, and has since been retired. I am still proud of the work, but ultimately the job was done, and the time had come to move on. Thank you to everyone who still cares about this little bedroom project. Much love. ... more

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