Nosocomial

by Iōhannēs

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1.
Bound to this bed Racing down hallways I can see nothing, but pain is coming It’s here I have been sedated They will soon dissect me “Your time has come now” I hear them say Torture implements at the ready This isn’t happening This isn’t real I see them covered in blood This horrible surgeon’s club I can’t escape from their grasp I let out one final gasp
2.
Awake again In this soft white bed My gaze affixed on the window As I stare blankly at the rain The cold subsides And I’m warm again This bed is mine I swallow the pills they give me Smell the flowers they brought me But they won’t say Why I’m here What here even is Just empty smiles as they say goodbye I just want to know What is wrong with me I feel as though I’ve been here For a thousand years I haven’t seen outside these walls Since before I could remember And the picture out the window Is just as bleak everyday I feel restless and yet They won’t let me leave The hall that I stay in I find myself surrounded By the dead and dying I don’t know what else I can do
3.
This dark envelopes me This nightmare has begun Their faces, I've seen them Their bodies are mine To taunt me Into insanity I am trapped within this violent hell Forced to bear witness Walls caked in blood and flesh I can see no end Suddenly a bright light blinds my eyes I look to see but what is seen will forever haunt me Horns
4.
Mortal Coil 03:44
I look around at the dying and sick Wasting away in their deathbeds Bodies weak and frail We don’t last long I see nothing but pain and suffering Damn this hospital I can never leave Left alone to die With the dregs of humanity Wasted years in this bed Wasted life I hope someday that I can be free from this But I know that day will never come
5.
Interlude 02:58
6.
I keep going over it in my head As I lay here on this soft white bed And I can’t seem to think of another way out In all these years I’ve never known why I was here And I don’t think I’ll ever find out So I must take matters into my own hands I’m left with no option I must make this end Can’t continue this way You can’t make me stay What more can I do What is left for me There is nothing here I must make this end Faced with my mortality I don’t know what to choose In this grim reality I have nothing to prove Harshest of fates I’ve been given This cannot be real But in this hellish hospital I cannot still remain Horrors I’ve seen through Your ugly face This won’t be my fate I will take my life into My own hands This will be the last Morning
7.
Nosocomial 03:11
Now comes the final end to this torture This shell will hold only pain I can see so clearly now This was always the way it ends I can be finally free No longer afraid to sleep There are no goodbyes to have In this bed I’ve seen nothing But my own decay Lingering in this world Was never in my grasp I have nothing left to say Just one final gasp I am most peaceful as I stare Into the void before me Leap of faith into a better world

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A concept album 6 years in the making. I had the idea originally when I wrote a short story to help 15-year-old me cope with my depression and rampant nightmares. Years later I watched Jacob's Ladder, and it quickly became one of my favourite movies of all time. This album serves as a way of moving on from my former self and a love letter to my favourite movie. I hope you enjoy it and find some sense of worth in my nonsense.

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released March 19, 2021

All instrumentation played and programmed by Iōhannēs

Rain samples in White-Walled Cage and general encouragement provided by Melpomenë

Thanks to all my friends and mutuals for dealing with my BS during the making of this album, your support means everything to me

Iōhannēs uses Ibanez guitars and basses, Ernie Ball Strings, and Toontrack software

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Iōhannēs is an American solo musician from North Carolina. Though primarily a metal musician, Iōhannēs' music spans multiple genres as they seem too stupid to just settle on one. Inspired by the likes of Toby Driver, Devin Townsend, and Ihsahn, Iōhannēs continues to expand their musical horizons until they come to terms with their own mediocrity. ... more

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