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Murheenvelvoite

by Iōhannēs

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Soletaken 01:49
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Deep black shadows penetrating Make me sane in the worst of ways Lapping the blood soaked in these floors I am within my own hell These dark feelings washing over my mind Denying my true nature I will kill for my god I will suffer I am flawed I will destroy all I stood for Leave nothing behind Sacrificial offering flagellating my own flesh Torturous and blessed cries I receive the greatest gift of pain
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Faith in all destroyed Faith in one resolve Swallow the guilt and devour The dead who walk this earthly plane Faith used as a weapon Faith is what we share Bleed your hearts and drink up the sins You pigs will eat yourselves Engourged and full of hatred A shameful congregation Transgressions mean nothing With store bought piety Your faces contorted To feed effectively Disgraced Suffering outside your spheres will never be enough to prove That you're the ones who take this world and shape it as an ugly tool If you would look beyond yourselves you'd see the pain in everyone And maybe you would understand there's more to life than what you know Of course this will be lost on you Your shriveled minds will bear no fruit I scream into a deafening air Filled with rage, you fucking cunts You're sick
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Painajainen 05:15
My curse continues to hound me Like dogs at my heels That never seems to tire This nightmare takes hold of my body And weakens me again I wish for just one rest It won't be granted Not while I breath Insignificant beings deserve less than the death they crave I can't take this anymore I won't fight it Painajainen Faced with desperation I cling to all that I can See the void before me and it's calling yet again Reality is blinding me I don't know what is real; And I can't fucking sleep like this I can't fucking sleep Horrors forcing me awake again I can feel them lingering In my waking thoughts they drive a spike And there is nothing I can do To end this pointless feud Between my body and my mind I just want to sleep
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Pathetic little worm You'll feed on me And I'll love you for it You speak, I hear but whispers Of a mounting tragedy Laying in your eyes Worthless Failing Broken Survive You crawl inside A bitter open wound You insect, I feel you I feel you squirming Pretending you're the saint Married to self-pity Selfish grub You'll feel this soon Parasite Sycophant I hope you suffer
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Betrayer 04:17
Demon There is no hope Left in these eyes There is no cure We all suffer together In Righteaous Sinful Punishment There is no recourse For the actions taken There is only regret Guilt is our prison And we are only worthy Of the dirt we call our grave Painful Succulent Extacy Misery Our bodies condemned To wither and wilt away Our bounties stricken Mouths dried for eternity I've tried to fight this feeling so many times It never gets better It gets worse with time And in the end I know there's nothing more to do I just have to sit here and wait Wait here and die Calling I hear them calling me The emptiness inside The demon starts to cry Betrayal of all that we once held so dear I see now, so clearly, I was never there Demon
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Flood Away 03:12
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I woke up one morning after an intense nightmare with an image and a feeling. They were so vivid and clear I knew I couldn't just forget them, I needed to figure out what they meant. So, I commissioned an artist to bring the image to life and sat down in a new Reaper session to put the feeling into music, since no words would do it justice. It wasn't until about 80% of the instrumentation was done before I started talking to a friend of mine about naming the album. I asked if there were any words in Finnish, his native language, that could come close to describing the feeling I had gotten from that nightmare. He told me the closest word would be "murheenvelvoite", literally translated, "an obligation of sorrow". As soon as he told me that I knew I had my album title. I want to thank him and everyone who is kind enough to take the time to listen to my madness, it means the world to me. I wouldn't be here if it wasn't for the support of all my friends and fellow musicians, and I couldn't ask any more from any of you. I hope you enjoy this album.

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released April 22, 2020

Instrumentation and Vocals - Iōhannēs
Artwork - Sludgework Meg (Sludgework.com)
Finnish Coaching - Tuomas Suokko

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Iōhannēs was a project born out of a need to express and expel the darker parts of the mind. In doing so, the project eventually lost form and traction, and has since been retired. I am still proud of the work, but ultimately the job was done, and the time had come to move on. Thank you to everyone who still cares about this little bedroom project. Much love. ... more

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